Wednesday, December 31, 2014

impermanence



one heart
shakes the light
gently - sensing
how close - so close
its freedom - just
there.

one unscattered heart
rises up to receive
the marrow of its own
bones. october horse breath
at dusk. small shadows that fall from
themselves, and move
like breath and disappear
in high, greying
grass.


--he wept
that night.
I think that,
had he known I’d heard
he would have
stopped.

faces recede from the harbor of my memory.

inception intercepted at the still point.

once, we uncoupled shadows from an old, old overgrown
summer. took care, took
each other to the inside
of the hourglass –
someone else had been there long,
not long before us. no footprints;
just sandcastle remains – crude domes vaguely suggesting losses to time.

worn down … everything.
perpetual landslide toward a moody center –
trees spreading downhill -
two days from now, upturned
roots aligned in a gully-bony crown –
bones breathing deep
and out.

true prayer rarely finds hands clasped.
reverence breaks its grip wide open – tender and yet,
desperate. - fingers disjointed and yearning
inward.

lost sense of gravity – we could
in fact,
be upside
down right now
moving towards time’s waist
wasting wayaway we slip -
grains thru worm hole black hole death hiccup
and maybe,
unable to notice.

invisible aesthetic,
the underside
of language where knots
are tied and threads cut off,
ragged,
rough
and tragic. quiet grace,
it’s all just

vibration - dialogue held hostage,
a soft brush to paint with,
a phantasm-ed skeleton
ranging its delicate tracery
crisscrossed outside its own lines.

cold veins of the future predicted by the past’s
apparition of what was left
unsaid. there are no ghosts –
we among
the living,
haunt ourselves.

Friday, July 4, 2014

- goes without saying

Last spring, my son showed me some storm footage he found on YouTube. We both agreed that something about the particular song chosen for background made it jaw-dropping to watch. About a week later, he told me that whoever had downloaded the storm, changed the soundtrack - much was lost in this, and neither of us could understand why it was changed. So. My son figured out a solution: He opened a link with the storm and paused it, as well as muting the sound. Then, he opened a second tab, found a separate video with just the instrumental that had been originally posted, and paused it at full volume. Then, he started both videos at the same time with the storm on the screen and the instrumental minimized. There you go. When we watched this with his "fix" last night, he said that one of the most striking things to him was how quickly, at the end, the storm just ... dissolved - without a trace. It has left its traces, though. I have posted the same 2 videos he used, just below here. I hope you use his trick to watch it. There are some things that are so important to say, but it seems even more important not to try to use words. For me, and I think him, and perhaps many people, this is one of them.


Shakira - Empire (Instrumental)


5/18/14 Wright to Newcastle, WY Supercell Time-Lapse


Saturday, June 21, 2014

left click: publish


the moon is
so much better than
the sun,

taking fierce light
head on to let me look deep,
without fear and wide eyed, into its calm face.

the first bird, long before dawn, somewhere between 3 and 2 a.m.
folds itself open, in an ode to fractal patterns,
reminding me that i am
the green breath of a fallen forest
which did make sound regardless
of who did or did
not hear.

imagined absence, beating back
illusions persistence within
cause/effect - enormous
moth hung at the window;
i hear only wing-shuffle.
a deck of cards played
like a gamble
at light’s jawline.

my heart swarms there, held firm against the back drop of “instead.”

thin lidded, weak filter – i still feel
you, bright on the other side -
a glow, out and back from a cloud front
in backslide.

agile and weightless, thief-like anguish,
a flash temperature i can’t
measure against my own skin,
making itself clear as an “is not”
- isnot there to touch, though it does so
touch me. flowing slick, sibilant winter
entrained to the same old same soul silence, sown
in an in-between that snuck through harvest.
few words in language, few that hold meaning to coax
unrest towards its fuller form: beauty. an ash
flicked off consciousness, a pencil lead feathered
through soft paper, impressed and made right - just
write with greater speed than a hand can long hand,
'til the page lets out innocuous flame,
sustaining itself, yet unconsumed.

insurgent sensor
ship in a base fog, the ground
lifts, disperses, engages
speech, supple yet weak and loose-pivoted
in stifled invention where the high pulse
presses on.

a wooden heart on an orange stick,
bubbling voltage, again. again salvaged
birdsong strung bright through pitch black.
let cats have tongues. voice unwinds
in a silent workaround, doing away
with sum total sounds drowned in personality
and intelligent observation.

reach - something beyond the cowardice of proper grammar and
clever "ness." my hand presses back my own skin,
opening it like an analogy, seeking an incision that heals,
seamless as a water fight surface
sliced to shreds.
there is no record of struggle,
no mark left by breath,
wreckage along my ocean floor:
all is valued, all is
treasured.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Things I find written in the margins of “To Do Lists:”

A ruined city -
paper falling from its topmost heights
in lazy, reluctant grace.


Verses scribbled there, sinking into The Forgotten’s dark maw,
unread.

Grace sometimes has edges;
some, razor sharp.

Insomniac lifts her undreamt dreams to the crush of dawn,
tongue and heart coated still with unslept sleep.
the seams of her thought ravel in, thread by thread, past dozing night watchman
protecting the horizon from being too guarded.

Aura of an echo – the air shimmers still with its passing, even as it
persists – arisen from no origin –

Skin vibrates loose and at odds with
its own illusion. pure energy. there are
no boundaries -

disembodied, she inhabits magic’s ghetto
where necessity is abandoned for
something more … important – here, neglect suggests
deeper love.

The weight of sufficiency – what cannot be
measured - hard to explain the inexplicable, yet
the effort begets peace. language kicks in; spins in
to itself to cross the singular unspeakable.
profundity weaves its ebullient shatter,
trails off, resumes -
or not – slip, miss -
lucid and unrefined.
a pinpoint – no. not that - too direct .

vivisection of a whistle
falling beneath its own weight:
the sound of
Sound, the sight
of Vision.

Monday, January 6, 2014

Jack of All Trade(wind)s


slowing, mottled irony -
used light through overworked clarity; eyes adjust.
one becomes too used to the aged dim din daily
- riveted to three steps ahead of
wherever the next footfall presents
what this moment implies.


spinning dials dwelling in lost translations,
from deeply grained to pristine surface.
beneath simple speech, whatever the words, his dreamer-voice
carries otherworldly yearning; bones stretching past illusion into fine clear
filament, windows bending like sheets caught in earth's
warm breath. quiet webs built for beauty, no threat, and wings
don't stick and there is no blood lust - just light
banded, filtered, carried on thin glass lines - elegant thought
without quest for knowledge. thought, because thought just

thinks
and the wakened heart
unwound from Chronos,
responds
in
beats.